Your baby sister has been asking after you most days, when we were in Tesco she said you were outside, she keeps saying she wants you to come home. I saw your school reports yesterday and remember how happy you were and they are fantastic, you were such a good boy. I miss it now your school friends have gone up to secondary school. I miss seeing them around and them calling me 'Charlie's mum' I have to keep going with Charlie charges on as its your charity and your memory and you can carry on forever through it. I'm scared to reach the 5 year anniversary, it seems such a long time and every day you are on my mind every minute that passes you are there in my mind. It feels like a fog.
I miss you Char x