Hi Char

 Hi Char

I miss you. You were so lovely and polite I know things would have been different if you were around. I know you would be so unhappy with some stuff. I’m trying and now they think I have ptsd but I think I will just always miss you and always have flash backs of memories I thought I locked away because they were to painful, that’s just the way it will always be. You were here for a reason. I wish I could have you back. You know my battles and struggles and I will keep pushing through 

Love you to the moon and back 

Mum xx

Hi

 Hi Char 

I’m feeling sad. I miss you. Things aren’t great I can’t sleep at night I wake up at 2-3 and can’t sleep then I have to get up at 6 and it’s horrible. So much is going on I’m trying to be strong. I really really tried to make things good. I try so hard and I’m so so tired. Good things seem to happen to shit people.

I love you

Mummy x